The Future That I Remember

(migrate in dream, by liquidkid1, deviantart.com)

In this life, many things make us cry, without an obvious explanation or simply without an apparent sense of being... Can't remember how many times I cryed, since I remember myself - a few times, I can say. But now, things have changed... It's almost impossible not to cry when we're far away from the only thing in this world that makes us want to live, makes us so happy we start to believe in a future we thought was lost before... That "thing" is you, my sweet, my love, my life...

Some could say I'm a looser - a young boy with no ambition, no future - so how the fuck can I make someone happy?? That's a simple answer to a dumb question... I'm not like you think, old man, by the way, you don't even know me! If I was you, I would be really, really careful about what I say about people I haven't even met (yet). So, If you want no troubles, stay away from her, from me, from this coutry. Forget everything, and carry on with you life - that's my last warning (It's pointless to send me anonimous messages with pathetic menaces, 'cause I have no fear, of you, or anybody else).

Forgetting all that, our life has just begun, my love... Soon I will be close to you again, this time, forever, as I'm going to move on to the capital (very soon)... Our souls, our bodies will become only one, as we promisse eternal love and mutual devotion...

Ambition

(eternity, by bloodylies, deviantart.com)

Mais um dia que passou, e eu aqui sozinho neste meu espaço cheio de nada, sem a única força que me faz querer acordar para a vida... Sem ti, meu amor.

A solidão jamais me afectara de uma forma tão atroz, tão insuportável como agora. Dou por mim a fechar os olhos, e a desejar em silêncio que o tempo volte para trás, e te devolva aos meus braços... É estranho, o amor... Transformaste uma alma perdida num ser esperançado em algo que, apesar de difícil, acredita agora ser possível alcançar... O coração que desde o verão se encontrava (quase irremediavelmente) morto, voltou a bater - da forma mais surpreendente que se possa imaginar, diga-se.

Espero agora que, para variar, as coisas resultem... Em breve voltaremos a estar juntos, pequenina.

Nevermind the darkness... Will show you the true happiness very, very soon. Love ya'...